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Not all good things come to an end :)
Dear Life,
You sweep me off my feet every time I’m this close to giving up. You’re awesome. I’m addicted on/to(sorry, I’m really bad at prepositions) you. :)
Love,
Rose Vrigette
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April 26, 2011 —currently catching up and addicted (yet again) to Grey’s Anatomy
I have an awesome mother. She makes and fixes white pearls to give people their own killer smiles. Around our vicinity, people call her Dra. Vuelba and yes, no matter where she goes, that is attached to her name on this lifetime. She is Dra. Rebecca Racoma-Vuelba.
I have an extremely hard working father. He fixes machines and electricity shiz. I’m part of the bandwagon who looks up to engineer students and engineers themselves and so yes, being the first-taker of the board exam that my dad is, I really look up to him which I believe makes him deserving of having the best daughter. He is Engineer Ferdinand I. Vuelba but he’s too down-to-earth that he doesn’t want to be called that.
With my mother telling me their college days, I thought about what will I put next to my name; what will I call myself once I got my diplomat.
Will I be good at my craft? Did I make the right choice to not fight for my dream which is to be a surgeon? On the other hand, perhaps I just got carried away from watching Grey’s Anatomy. I don’t know if it’s just for the TV series’ sake or if it really happens on a hospital but the drama, the humor, the sense of achievement that you get, the adrenaline rush, the arrogance; those are all so me. Perhaps that’s one thing I’ll regret. A first on my list of what-could-have-beens.
Another thing that bugs me is my love for writing and my imaginative mind. I really love writing but sometimes I forget that. I don’t know if it’s just lack of practice, lack of motivation, lack of inspiration, lack of the ability to defend myself in terms of talkshits or whatnot.
But whatever. I’m a sucker for believing that God indeed has plans. Here’s the thing:
I failed one subject.
I lost on a race that I thought is important to me.
I got dumped.
I don’t feel pretty.
I’m being too sensitive.
I cry over a TV series.
I’m lazy.
I assume (sometimes or at least that’s what other people say).
I feel offended by random things.
I overthink.
I screw up a lot but I believe this is just a way to ignite someone’s senses; a way of reminding how great you are. And so I’ll say it again:
- I screw up a lot and others may think I’m nothing but the truth is I am awesome and those pessimists and disciples of gossip should have cold beads of sweat by this time. :)
- I screw up a lot but I still have that old habit of making an amazing come back.
At this moment, I’m starting to believe that sometimes, you have to be a bitch to get things done. I’ll think about that.
…just wait and see. ;)
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|04.25.11| JOGGING??? w/ Mhelai ang Juh. :))
50% kwentuhan
30% lakad
10% kain
10% JOGGING.
hahahahaha. :PP
Meet my two awesome girls. :)
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April 2, 2011
You know that feeling of uncertainty? When you feel like you’re being played? You see, it’s not funny. It’s like sending a message to you that you’re just a stop along the way and it doesn’t feel good because I’m not like that. I don’t go for come-and-go guys. I’m tired giving the benefit of the doubt because I tried it once, I thought he was worth it but he’s not.
As how Blair Waldorf put it,
“I’m not a stop along the way. I’m a destination. And if you refuse to come, I’m gonna need to find a replacement. “
#youalmostgotmeNOT -
What am I gonna do? :/
maaaaaaaaaaaaan!! I hate seeing pictures of you with her. I know I shouldn’t but maybe Im just not sooooooooo ready to see those kind of stuff. To tell you frankly, I’ve been preparing myself for this, and all this time, I thought Im ready… but when I saw those pictures… SHIIIIIIIIIIIT!!!!! How could you??? It’s supposed to be me. grrrrrr!!! :///
NOTE: In time, this too shall pass…
Hi Lenggybug. Don’t feel bad. :) Great girls like us deserve better guys. :p
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March 28, 2011 —BLAH.
Sometimes, I wonder if it’s still worth thinking of you or I’m just wasting my time.
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March 28, 2011 —BLAH.
Sometimes, I wonder if it’s still worth thinking of you or I’m just wasting my time.
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WANTED: A feel good shiz
I feel so depressed lately. can’t wait for SUMMER. :(
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You say ‘go’, it isn’t worth it, and I say ‘no’, it isn’t perfect and so I stay instead.
Maroon 5, Never Gonna Leave This Bed
It’s more important for me that someone stays with me despite my imperfections.
GAAH. This. :|
